Have a SouL

2010-05-17T16:50:00.002+08:00

What's the point of me coming here...
I am starting to question myself.
I thought i was here to accompany you... but looks like you got your own company
so what am i here for...
Jus to do my own stuffs?

Wiat wait wait
jus wait for an hour...
1 hour
60 mins
36 00 secs...
Perhaps i should be sleeping at home at this time

i use the com awhile u emo with yore yore
so what i do now
i emo with myself lorh...
Lalalla...

Perhaps i shall jus igore u and 1 hour later i shall not leave my seat!

2010-05-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

It's been a long long time since i've blogged....
Life is as usual
I'm having my last semester now... This made me very excited. I wan class to end and i will be getting my diploma... Yay!
The lecturers this time are unique jus like the rest. The management lecturer is actually a Dr... and he seems to have a lot "suggestions" for the government. I can say he is a native singaporean as he can speaks hokkien fluently and occasionally he will show off his malay vocab. I guess that is what is call Singlish. Hahha...
My statistics lecturer is one of those gifted students that graduated from MIT. i wonder why is he teaching... Hahha. Well, he's humourous and that's important to keep us awake. Haha... One important thing is that he has made me understand how statistics work... Those theory stuffs which i guess i missed in JC. Now, i;m seeing stats from a different perspective and i am finally enlightened in conditional probabilty which i jus could not apply the formula to the questions back in JC. =D
That's all for school... Now my results are straight HDs... I jus hope the jackpot continuing striking.I understand to acheive that is not by pure luck so lots of effort gotta be put in. =)

Life is great for me now. I;ve nothing much to ask for. Though i may not be able to local uni, that will not be the end of me. I;ve friends by my side... i've got my family and i have my the other half who will try his best to be there for me...

In the past months, we have celebrated our 1st year anniversary at a place where it started. Haha. That's was a tiring day but simply blissful and wonderful. :) I've celebrated his birthday too with a lil cake by the staircase. Hahah... The movies i watched with him are countless... too many and the last one was Losers! I jus love Cougar and his long range weapon! Ultra ownage! We even been to the playground and play the children acracde by a special chance... All of them jus make special memories! Glad to have him.

And Oh... I've adopted 4 caterpillars.... Found them either on the pathway or hanging from tress. Yellow with some tufts of hair... They are caterpillars of Painted Jazebel. Jus hope they will overcome all obstacles and become butterflies!

2010-03-26T21:32:00.001+08:00

it seems that when i don study my life is at a loss... perhaps i really have no life at all

2010-03-06T14:18:00.000+08:00

Someone has very kindly top up my phone, perhaps by mistake... Thanks Mystery Person

2010-03-06T13:57:00.001+08:00

The projects are finally over!! Yay!! the upcoming events will be exams ... in just 9 days time... Rush hours!! I wan to fly kite!

2010-02-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Stressed up...
I am not the only one living in this hse.
There is still an idle worker in front of the com, playing from day to night.
Why am i always the one working on the hsework...
haiz
rushing projs to meet the deadline. haiz

2010-02-20T17:16:00.001+08:00

i am not one that u pat pat hug hug when u free and cast me aside when u don have the time. Even pets are being constantly cared for, let alone humans.

2010-02-13T08:35:00.000+08:00

i only wish to be heard. Why did i do to deserve that kind of rude treatment!!!!

2010-02-13T01:27:00.002+08:00

Still kinda sick... haix...
Oh well, new yr coming, V day coming. Hope this yr will be better than last yr.

LISTEN!
Listen to what i've to say
it may be smth happy or sad
it may be smth u've already know
or it may be things u don wan to hear

Listen to the cries of my heart
hear what it got to say
don only use the ears
use ur heart to hear

listen to what i am trying to tell you
words will be clues
to give ya the ans to my blues
pls read between the lines

Listen is very important
It will be the bridge btw us
telling u what i need
then our bond will grow.

Pls listen...

2010-02-08T18:00:00.001+08:00

The virus is still wrecking havoc in my body. I am so tired even though i've been doing nothing. Pls get well by new year

2010-02-05T21:37:00.002+08:00

Been sick for the past few days. Probably due to the lack of sleep. I do wish and i want a good sleep badly, but Zhou Gong keep refusing my entry into Lalaland. I've been having nightmares... Wish me sweet dreams!

Me?

2010-01-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Bountiful Basket

You are very loved. Everyone finds you a welcoming, warm person. They look to you for advice and comfort, and someone to just have a good time with. Your personality is seen as cliche and average, but in truth, you have talents and skills and ideas that no one has thoug...ht of before. You are someone with style. You are good with colors, and you know how to color people's worlds and minds to your way. You think new relationships are a coloring book, to fill them in with fulfilling conversations and meetings. You may seem nice and perfect and beautiful, you have a policy of "forgive but never forget". You always remember your enemies if you have any, and you know where to steer. Sometimes, when you're completely lost, you are dependent on friends for help. You hope they'll be there for you, but sometimes you fear that they won't be. That is something you are afraid of. You are ready to give, but you are also ready to accept. To many, it seems like you change your personality just for different people, but in fact, you are the one thing that's not changing. Other people grow on you, and grow fond of you, not the other way around. You are always yourself, and you are definite.

2010-01-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

It's a new year (some days ago). Wonder what has been stored for me. Hopefully, more good stuffs than bad stuffs. =)
My new year resolutions:
1) Waking up by 9am everyday.. To-date, it has yet come true. JY bah
2) Master the game of DOTA. then i will understand, what so attractive about it.
3) HD throughout...! I had it once, i will get it twice and thrice
4) Keep my things in place
5) be more sensitive
6) Have more friends
7) be more optimistic

Temptations

2010-01-03T23:40:00.003+08:00

Temptations

The day since we are borned, we are faced with many temptions. When we are young, our elders keep reminding us not to follow any strangers or take the candies they offered. The colourful and 'scumptious- looking' candies are the temptations.

Temptations comes in many form. They can be tangible materials such as properties or money. They can also be non physical like fame and authority. However, such temptions may have dire consequences. Such consequences may happen in the near future or in the long run. We do not know. As kids, we love ice cream. Tempted by the cold savoury sensation, we had too many scoops and thus ended up 'camping' in the toilet. As days passed, temptations increases. In our studies days, there were times when we had gone crazy over computer games, serial dramas and etc. As a result, our studies suffered. When we steped upon the complicated society, we are overwhelmed by greed. We yearned for the power and fame. But for everything we gotten, there is a price to pay. Some lessons are just too costly and our future is ruined in just that single step we had taken.

Some people are a bit wiser. Once bitten, twice shy and they never get into the sane troubles again There are also some stubborn ones who refused to acknowlege that those were tempations. They believe that what they are doing is right and they will get to their ultimate goal. Perhaps they will reach their target but that good scene will never last long. Consequences will still find them. When facing consequences, the ones suffering are not only people who have fallen into the honey trap. There are friends and family as well. Who will spare a thought for them? what will happen to them?

When facing temptations, one should really consider if such good deal does exist in the world. Pros and cons must be weigh in order to make a better decision. What is needed to scarifice? Will the scarifice be worthwhile? what is really important to you? Never be myopic. Look far! when such thoughts are sorted, the candies will unwrap itself and one will see the ugly truth.

等待

2009-12-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

等待
等待是一件很幸福的事。每一个等待都代表着一个希望。至少，还有东西是值得等待的。就像每天等着伴侣回家。在等待的当儿，为他煮美味的佳肴，或者买个小礼物逗她开心。而看到他后，迎接的将是的亲蜜的拥抱。这样的等待是甜蜜的，是幸福的。
不过不是每个人都那么幸运。有时等待是痛苦的。常常我们等待的人与事物都不曾经出现或实现过。等了又等，在不知不觉中，时间已流逝了，头发也白了。有些人早已放弃，而有些人坚持等待下去。不过迎接他们的却是一次再一次的失望与悲伤。每一次的等待都抱着更大的希望，而每一次的失望却越来越大。在每一次的失望过后，他们也必须拥有更大的勇气往前走。可是慢慢的，他们的心也累了，而也渐渐地死去。所以等待可以是残忍的，因为它一刀一刀地往心里割的慢性自杀。
我没有那么大的勇气。我再也不想有心痛的感觉。我就向其他人那样的放弃了。至少，放手后，我不必再找借口的等待下去。我不必再想它何时才会出现。这样的生活不是更快乐吗？

2009-10-19T13:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm... It's monday again. The start of a new week.

Last week i've been in and out of office as I am suffering from a cold. In fact, if I count by hours, i only work for the 1 day in the week. Saturday - Deepavali, I still came back to work with my boss. Lol... We're having candlelight fun with the casenotes. Work only lasted for a few hours but that, i have a whole lot of fun!

Terence and I went to Geylang for DIMSUM!! I've finally managed to sank my teeth into those little delicacies. The journey to the shop wasn't a very smooth. As we predicted the bus route wrongly, we had an awfully long walk under the scorching sun. Why is Geylang so hot, blistering warm???? Thank goodness, the shop has air con. Having Dim Sum is such a nice experience. Food there is of a hight standard and it is affordable.

After we fed our tummies, we went on to East Point. The Pet Safari has been reduced to only 1 shop. I remembered years ago, there is 1 whole stretch with many animals. i really hope i can rear a hamster at home. If i got my own house, i want to get a dog. I am willing to look after it for life. Leaving there in disappointment, we went to Tampinese - Tampinese Mall, Century Mall and Tampinese One. What a tiring day.

Yesterday, i was at home. I did nothing much yet i was exhausted too. I actually went to bed at an amazing time of 930. Lols... Today, there will be school for me. It's business law today, but i am still thinking on how to write the essay. I have the contents at my hand but i do not know how to organise to get 1500words essay. The law lesson is conducted by a lawyer and his lessons are pretty interesting. However, for accountancy, it can get pretty dull. Without the activities, most probably, the lesson will be my napping time. This weekend is going to be busy. I will be having lessson for my elective module. I have actually choosen business communication. i think i am courting death as this module will require a lot of writing and the command of English needs to be above average. I shall embrace the impact.

Wish me good luck!

2009-09-24T16:03:00.001+08:00

what a day... A heavy flu day. My poor nose has been blocked or runny since yesterday. Bad bad thing. The stupid game client has a problem with my patcher. The patch has failed twice. ZZZZZZZ. No one is helping me to patch even though he said he's helping and he is now playing for his account,,, blah blah black sheep. i just feel terrible...

2009-09-15T14:09:00.002+08:00

Read a quote just now...

"If you love something, let it go

If it comes back to you, it's yours

If it doesn't, it never was"

So kinda true... What meant to be will be and what not meant to be will never be.

2009-09-13T13:16:00.002+08:00

Dear all, this is my first blog "written" on my lappy. i'm so proud of my little one and i'm really excited and happy about it. haha!
Life goes on as usual but school is starting soon. That's the sian thing about and i haven't finish my accounting... That's bad because it may imply that i will be having difficulty in catching up with the class. with my lappy, my leisure time increases which means that i will have to instill stricter self discipline to myself. Lol...
These few days, i have experience something regarding about my built. I am not very tall and you can say that i am shorter than average. Lol... When i went for the IT fair, I do not attract much attention and i have to wave for attention. lol... Perhaps of my height, they do not see me or perhaps they think that i do not have the purchasing power. My height makes me look younger than my actual age. Whenever, there is some promoters, they will approach everyone else but me. I guess that is a good thing.
Yesterday, i just received an invitation to collect my NYAA gold award. yea! what's so troublesome is that i do not have the proper attire to wear. hmm... Shall spend some time looking around. hehe. Soon, i will need to go to my tuition class. This is the 4th session and hopefully i will get my pay. I am thinking hard on how to help my girl. in my opinion, her foundation is not bad. However, she failed her coming test ( not borderline fail) and yet she score the highest in the class. Hmm.. hard question. Perhaps i shall read up and to employ different medthods to let her enjoy maths.

2009-08-27T08:39:00.001+08:00

It's a very good morning, a morning with slight drizzle and cool breeze, one of the best weathers to sleep. Unfortunately, here i am at work. ...

2009-08-21T13:25:00.002+08:00

Hellos to all...

It's the beginning of the 7th Month and it has been raining the all morning. Due to the drop in temperature, i am experiencing a North Pole weather in the office. My fingers are numb as i typed. Wondering why am i blogging? I am kinda acting busy as well as trying to procrastinate my paper work. Well, i have 2 big stacks of papers to be filed under the different location. Filing may be easy, but manual filing takes a long time especially with my 2 big piles of papers. Haiz. First they have to be sorted accordingly to the numbers and file them accordingly. But arranging the papers makes me wanna sleep and my neck, shoulder areas will ache. Zzzz.... Haiz. Because of this, i am coming back tomorrow (saturday) to work. What a boring day it gonna be.

Actually , I am kind of free now. I manage to complete my work. I wonder if my work load is getting lesser or the doctors are getting lazy that's why i have no work to do... In the cold cold office with a slack slack mood, they really puts me to sleep.

I am considering an offer that i have previously rejected which is my 1 yr work contract. With it, it will loook good in my future resume. At least, i have worked for a year, not as a temp, but a full time worker. In addition to that, i will get my bonuses, leave, sick leave and some other benefits and of course a raise in pay. After deducting the CPF, i take about 800-900+ a month. But yet with the contract, i can never be lazy and need to be responsible. Nowadays, as long as i can finish my work, if i don feel like waking up, i can just sms my boss saying that i am taking half day or even full day. Then for days that i did not turn up, i need MC. They don cost cheap and the polyclinic is so far away from my house. I mentioned a pay rise just now. But i am wondering, how much more. Will the monetary gains be enough to compensate the additional responsibilties, commitments, stress and other negative factors? Hmm... ... ... ... Hmm... ... ... I still have no answers.

I think my life may get very busy soon. I am starting my part-time diploma night class in Oct. I have an aspiration. To complete my module as soon as possible as well as to top the class (maybe?) Haha. Hence i shall enjoy my life now. Today is his last day of hell and hopefully, he can fulfill all the promises he made to me and we can enjoy the fun.

2009-08-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hellos to all

2009-07-27T13:30:00.002+08:00

Songs for the Day...

When at Work...
Michael Buble - Home
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I knowBut
I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

To be continued

2009-07-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
-David Weatherford

learn to smile =)

2009-07-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

*Sigh*
It's been another week. Another busy busy week. Somewhat work is never ending this time round. Sianz... The slight thought of working really turns me off. My job now is on a daily basis and it keeps pouring in everyday with "desserts" - weird weird or simply tough to handle cases. It just wonders me sometimes why can't they just get the point. Why can't they just accept a NO as a answer. Why are they so persistent?

I'm working tomorrow (sat) and next sat too. Doubly Sian. Any motivations for me other than monetary gains? It's kind of hard to find. But i have to thank Saturday. Because of Saturday, i get to clear all my work this week and start next week new and fresh. I'm getting stressed. It's normal. Lol. hmm... perhaps the abnormal part will be talking to myself more often. Lol.

May i clear all my work tomorrow. May i work like a formula one driver. =)

Smile a lil

A guy is reading his paper when his wife walks up behind him and smacks him on the back of the head with a frying pan.
He asks, "What was that for?"
She says, "I found a piece of paper in your pocket with 'Betty Sue' written on it."
He says, "Jeez, honey, remember last week when I went to the track? 'Betty Sue' was the name of the horse I went there to bet on." She shrugs and walks away. Three days later he's reading his paper when she walks up behind him and smacks him on the back of the head again with the frying pan.
He asks, "What was that for?"
She answers, "Your horse called."

2009-07-12T18:45:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some while since i last used the computer for leisure purpose. So how's my life? My life still goes on as usual, no big changes. Now, I'm contented with my loved ones by my side, having a job that allows me to get my pay though it is kind of miserable. Lol...

Beginning from Monday, my job scope changes again and hopefully i can adjust to the new changes. Perhaps, things are kinda bad, that's why there are always changes to see which is the best combination in combating the efficiency at work.

For the past week, there are 2 attached supervisors. the first one has the expertise in data management and looking at how we manage our data, i guessed he will give us a big FAIL. lols. But i guessed, this guy will get scared by us and run away. I have not seen him since the day he left MRO.

The 2nd one has bout 10 plus to 20 yrs of experience as an operation manager in a company. his company is based both in Singapore and Malaysia and deals with the export and import of commodities. This one is more enthusiastic. Apparently i saw his ambition to help to solve all our problem. i wonder where he will be as he told me that other department is poaching him. lols...

I wonder... wonder how far MRO can go... ...
Life still goes on...

2009-06-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

My pay is only 6 bucks per hour but thank god i hold a job or else i will be rotiing my life away.

Well, when Nani left, i will be taking over Yati's job fully and yati will go back to do her discharge, a position that she likes. i think she will be very happy with that arrangement. Or perhaps there may be some changes again. We have a new permanent staff who is a degree holder.

Every exit to the clinic has a temp staff doing scanning and their pay is also 6 bucks per hour. What they do everyday is just to scan passes of the staff going into the clinic. With their tons of free time, they chat around, surf the net, read some books or solve some sudoku puzzles to pass their time.

However, for me, i am getting the same pay as them, yet doing much more. Nowadays, work can be so busy that i have no time for a water or toilet break. There are temp staff in the call centre or working at other departments are getting 6.5 an hour. Though it is an additional 0.5 an hour, when accumulated, it can still be quite a lot to me. I am not a very rich person, and of course i wouldn't mind having more pay as i can be considered doing a full time job. I seriously think that i deserve more pay. =)

On the hand, those 'sanners' must have a hard time passing each day bah and i only see one importance in them. In case of a flu outbreak, the results will be used to quarantined people to prevent massive spreading. At least for my job, i do feel happy talking to different people on the phone even though i feel like strangling them some time. Also, for some really nice people, they do extends their thanks and that really make you feel good. Of course, that is a very small farction of poeple and it usually happens when their long waited MR is ready. However that is enough to keep me going.

Working in MRO exposes me to the weirdest situation that i have ever come across. for the first time, i realise that bank can overcharge. Eg, one bank in a cheque of 400, yet the bank can deduct 1400, an additional 1000 more. Before the pink i/c was issued, there was actually an old kind, which i have came across it. Now the photocopy of it is lying on my table waiting for me to settle the case when i return back to the office. You may think a doctor is a very organised person. However, something prove me otherwise. I have been to the doctor's office and it was a disaster, as if WWIII has occurred. Food containers, unfinished snack, papers, files were thrown everywhere. Thank god that for the patients that they see, they still have their doctor ethnics. Lols

that's all for today

2009-06-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

爱如潮水》

我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉
不愿别的男人见识你的抚媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎

2009-06-01T16:26:00.002+08:00

Hellos to all....

Supposed to be working now but since i have cleared majority of my today's work, i am here slacking and eating snake. Lol. Anyway, work is never ending and work will always be there, it would be good if i can take a breather =)

Today i have found a little sense of achievement. I have closed my mountains of request today. I took over Yati's job on Friday, till now i have not gotten any back log. This is a very good. Perhaps it is too early to say if i am capable of this job but i am just happy to clear my work.

Life needs fun, work needs entertainment and Kai agrees utimately to this. With Kai around, there's sure some fun within. Today Kai has a new stunt, which i named the aquarium feeding. With just a glass divider, kai feed the fishes ( people) beyond the glass. With fun and entertainment, stress is relieved. Bonding between people increased with more laughters and jokes. As the M1 advertisement goes, happy salesman, happy customers. =) Hence in the long run, it will not only benefits the workers enjoying the working environment but also the clients with more satisfaction. The company will perhaps then enjoy more sales as well as increase in workers' productivity.

In my office now, things are really bad. By August, i think there will be change of dynasty. In my opinions, some things can be taken on a lighter note. If everything is taken seriously wouldn't life be very miserable. Perhaps if things are taken less seriously it will be a win- win situation. The situation here is kinda ridiculous that someone is over calcaultive. Even for being late for like 3 - 5 minutes, a sarcastic remark is passed. Is there really such a need? To that someone i wanted to tell her, for all her life, has she never ever being late before, even for a second? If that's the truth, congrats to her for fulfilling the life of an alarm clock. It is not that they are being late frequently. Unforseen circumatances do happen that delay our time. Are we able to predict that? If the answer is yes, we are god. Too bad, we aren't and we're only human.

To that someone, did you see them working beyond or before office hours? Do you appreciate their effort or do you think that it is their responsibility? Everyone has a choice. For your choice, people make their choice too and i believe for every choice made, there is a price to be paid. Perhaps you see them as nothing now, hopefully you can learn in time to come or else history will repeat itself. No matter how much changes there are in the human movement, the ending will not change if the very basic is not changed.

To me, i still believe that the leader is the voice and the heart of the people, a servant leader.

2009-05-23T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm....
Now the sky is dark. It looks about it is going to rain but at the same time, i am perspiring like mad. So contradicting. At this very moment, i am expecting some wind blowing by to cool myelf.

My life is getting back on path again. Work is still the same. I am learning everyday, and soon, i can cover job for my colleagues that is going on leave. Though i may not be fast, at least work won't piled like a mountain and they won't have to clear such a huge mess when they came back from leave or MC.

Work is like kinda heavy back in MRO. Lol. I can cope with mine at the moment, but looking at the others, pretty not worthwhile, with people grumbling. The morale is just not there. Something need to be done. Things will need to be changed.

2009-04-30T13:12:00.003+08:00

This will be 200th post. Somewhat, it looks like i have given myself another crossroad, even though i have chosen one. Decision making is just so troublesome. In the beginning, i thought i have found what i wanted and went forward to pursue it. But when i have gotten it, it seems that those are not what i wanted. There are a lot of things i cannot leave behind and doubt it will be possible in the near future. why is life so complicated or am i the one making things complicated. here i am on a crossroad, hoping that i can make the right choice.

argh... i am confused. A lot of times, we're told to follow our heart and it will lead us to where we belong. Apparently that is not necessay true. Sometimes, being rational is probably more important than being emotional. Emotions do get into way sometimes and hence affect our judgement and now i am in this predicament. This is just so vexing. Probably one of the reasons is that we cannot predict the future. Jus thinking... If this is happen earlier, if that have not happened, probably i will be able to see a bigger picture and make a better choice. Haiz

Reader will have a problem understanding, but i am clear and fully aware of what am i facing. If time was to turn back and based on the current situation, probably i would have make another choice. But since future is unpredictable and time cannot be turned back, i have no choice but to stuck with what i am now and analayse the situation for the timebeing before i make my decision again. If one day, the decision has to come, there will be damaged and for my decision to establish fully, i will need to be cruel, heartless and ruthless. This is just not me... Argh.......

I know that this is reality. Life is not always a bed of roses, but i hope i can get what i want in my dreams - be free and enjoy what i truly wanted

2009-04-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

I believe that i have reached a crossroad of my life.

2009-04-15T13:24:00.002+08:00

It's been about a month since i've started working in IMH. The colleagues here are very nice. We can tease and have fun with each other. We have a Ah Mah that will make breakfast for us. Her scrambled egg bread is very nice. Yummy. My job scope has changed and I don't know what am i doing. Kind of lost. The 'project' given to me was to trace the medical report. Everything has a starting and an ending. However, the ones that are given to me are stuck, without an ending. Hence i have to gather, analyse, finding supporting evidence to have the next action taken to ensure all cases are closed. Lol.

There was a meeting held yesterday for the permanent staffs. The manager used carrots as a form of reward if the employees meet the 100% standard for 3 months. She asked them to name the carrots that they wanted. I feel that there is something wrong with the approach. I think what they needed most is not the carrots. If carrots were to be effective, it would have worked quite some time ago. I think the very basic that is needed to built up is the respect for the leader. Respect is not gained by violence and power but through time and effort putting into building the human relationships. Power should be from the people and not only from the authority that is given.

2009-03-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

Another week has passed and tomorrow in Monday again, when works begins.

For the weekend, it was kind of busy. Friday, i took leave to attend Alex's POP. It was weird to have him sitting with us due to his status. That morning, i woke up at 0530, when the sky was still pitch to travel to the jurong 3rd division camp, that is recognized by the tiger. Haha. Anyway, i like the vehicle which is able to to detonates the mines. Imagine an axle with a lot of metal chains. That axle can rotate up to 7000 per minutes. Hence, when the mines goes off, the metal chains blows off and they can be replaced. That is something very cool.

After the pop, i finally get to meet wx after some long time i think. Well, i gave him a shock by visiting his house downstairs. We had a lot of fun at Vivocity. The cheesy baked pasta was very nice and very sinful. It was also the birthday of Friday. my new teddy bear. It's white and 13 inch. i love him. Why is the teddy named friday? That day was friday and the movie - Hotel for Dogs that we watched, the lead dog was named Friday too. May he be my companion in times of need. May he only remind me of the happy times that we shared together.

Today, i think i did something very great. I walked 11 km in MacRitchie!!!! Well, i nearly fall, shoes stuck in mud, exhausted and etc... for a 10 minutes treetop walk. But the view was magnificant and in the trip, there was an uncle who has played the accordian for 50+ years, playing nice music for the visitors to the resvoir. Every kid that walked by will turn their head and look in amazment, even adults too. Haha.

May next week be some nice week and my workload will not double. Yay!

2009-03-16T13:40:00.002+08:00

2 different people 2 different attitudes. It will be such a nice world if things can change a bit. So brain dead at work... I need my peace and sleep.

2009-03-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

This is a poem I've read on the wall at IMH, written by one of her patients.

Mystery of Love

If you find yourself in love with someone
who doesn't love you,
be gentle to yourself,
there's nothing wrong with you.

If you find someone
in love with you,
feel honoured that love came knocking on your door

If you fall in love with another
and he falls for you,
then it shows that love choose to leave
Do not try to reclaim it
or blame anyone.
Let it go
There is a reason for it
and you'll know it in no time

Love has and will always be mystery
Be glad that it has come to live for a moment in your life
If you keep your heart open,
it will come again.

Be courageous.
Show your LOVE
and be prepared
to be LOVED

Often it is said, " 百年修得同船渡，千年修得共枕眠 "
to be continued...

2009-03-08T15:33:00.004+08:00

It's SUNDAY!!!!!! A real sunny day outside. But... what comes after Sunday is MONDAY! Argh... It means the start of work again. Working in the office for more than 8 hours and doing jobs of more than 1 person yet the pay of one. Haha. But looking at the bright side of it, at least i wouldn't be financially tight and i do not have to rot at home. Working will allow time to pass faster. =)

Probably due to the weather, there's a lot of people who are sick, coming down with a cold. May the sick recover well soon.

Today is the 8th of March, hence it's women's day! Wishing all ladies a happy day ahead. =) World without women will be so uncolourful. haha

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.

You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.

Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satisfied. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

What's Your Inner Color?

2009-03-07T11:36:00.002+08:00

The results are out finally.
Since i have prepared for the worst, the results are within my predictions. At the very least, i passed my GP and hence the A level. Lol...
Perhaps i have prepared myself well or I've given up, that would probably explain why i can sleep so well before the night of release.
Hopefully, i can enter U with a course of my choice. I don't want to get stuck with one and suffer for the next 3 or 4 years. Most things have been determined and i can only accept it. I want to express my gratitude to all my teachers and friends for giving me support in this 2 years of education.

Hmmm... Working at IMH has exposed me to seeing different things. I've learnt that the charge under suicide would be chapter 309 penal code of section 224. I think the numbers are right. Going through the letters and some medical records made me understand the importance of mental wellness. Often we took it as granted, but to be able to think rationally with the right mind is a privilege. By looking at the IC numbers, there are a number of my age receiving treatment at IMH. They have my sympathy. I can't tell anything much here because we are made to sign a form to keep everything under confidential. Haha.

2009-03-05T22:03:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is the D day!!!
Today, i get to enjoy the swing. Swinging is fun. Swinging forgets trouble. Swinging brings me into the sky. When i am up into the air, i can only see the blue blue sky and green green tress.
I think i have prepared for the worst and the solutions to them. Just hope that the time come faster that i don have to get jitters all about it. Haha!

2009-03-01T15:50:00.004+08:00

It's raining. There's tons of lightning and thunder. What a storm. Bad day.
... is all i have to say.
Once again, the disappearing act repeat itself again.

I don't know if you understand how i feel. Perhaps you can try putting yourself in my shoes. There are certain things i just don't understand why. If like that, you said that you were sad, perhaps my heart would have broken into million of pieces for quite a few times le. I should love myself more.

2009-02-27T16:11:00.006+08:00

Hmmm... In the office now. Being stuck here is not a nice thing. I want to be outside enjoying some fresh air and sunshine.

For the past few days, i am really busy. Either my hands are busy with the files or my legs are busy running up and down. For the whole, i almost OT everyday till about 9 plus. If not for the sake of money, i probably wouldn't be here. Ot rate is 1.5 of the normal rates. For all days, i drift to the office in the morning and drift back home at night. For someone who has never worked, and the start of work is such long hours, it is really a toil on the body. Perhaps due to work, my mind just like to blank out and space out. It is too tired.

I was busy with the preparations for the files. It was an easy but a troublesome job. To slot in the paper pieces by pieces in the required order and if there is any changes to it, i need to take out and replaced them again. I remembered that one price list is changed 3 times. When i got my job on Monday, i thought i have 4 days to prepare the files. But, when i was almost leaving, my manager told me that they need the file by the next day evening. Bomb fell. Why didn't my colleague tell me the deadline when she was telling me all the instructions for the file. I didn't have any choice but to work OT till it was past 9 without dinner. So hungry... Hence, the files was my main job scope for the next day too, with the exceptions of photocopying pieces of papers for the 20 ring files with bout 60-70 double sided pages... Argh.... i totally hate last minute stuffs when such things can be prepared in advance.

Finally, the files are all rushed out on time for them to use on the meeting. But that evening they had their meeting, I OT to mass produce the flyers that are in numbers of hundred. As the meeting was at dinner time, they called in pizza and there are more than sufficient and hence i help myself to a few slices. It was Rite pizza. The wasabi seafood one was very nice. I am not a fan of wasabi, but the taste isn't that overwhelming. It's nice to be in combination with the pizza fillings.

Though the files was supposed to be done on Tuesday, but things just keep changing and coming in. Hence, the files are stuck with me till the time they are sent to the expo by the transporter. In these few days, i have made friends with 2 photocopier, one upstairs and the one on the same level. But having me as their friend is the most unfortunate thing for them. Perhaps they have hated me to the core. Lol. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Due to the bulk and last minutes stuffs, i have no choice but to push them to their limits. Often when i visit them for the next print job, i found myself talking to them, telling them not to give up, encouraging and coaxing them. At that moment, i am probably a mentally illed one. But i really hope that they do not died on me. Still, they have died.

Today is the only day that is much more decent. Though i still need to run up and down form this photocopier to that, i still have time to get a breather and space out a little bit. The feeling of being free is just so nice. But if i have a choice to be free or busy. I would rather be a busy one. I don want to waste the time. Life is just so short. There are just too many things to do and it is just up to me if i wanna do it.

On Wednesday, i went to Jurong Point. I think work has captured my soul away that make me so stupid. From raffles place, i could either take the green line or red line. Instead of choosing the short green one, i took the red one. i only realised it when i was in orchard. hence i got down and changed the train. comparing the red to the green, the red has doubled the stops than the green. Taking the green line will only take one 23 min to reach Jurong East while the red will take 53 minutes. Argh... Then i also realise that Jurong point is not at Jurong East station. It was at Boon Lay... zzz... Anyway, while travelling to boon lay, i saw a rainbow. It just look very very big. But when i got down from the MRT, it looks jus so far, but nonetheless, it is still a full rainbow stretching across the sky. I like rainbow =)

2009-02-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

It's time for some blogging again.

I got a lot of things to say, but don't know how to write. Need some time to think through.

2009-02-21T23:27:00.008+08:00

For the first time of my life, I've tried roller skating. Though by today, i still cannot skate, the experience itself was very good. Something new for me to try. It just looked so simple for people to skate through the wind, but I'm still like a little ducky. One hour of skating really tires me out. I think i really have to build up my stamina. Though it is not an easy task but i look forward to another session of skating. I'm determined to learn and control the wheels instead of them controlling me. After i'm out of the wheels, i have the feeling that i am still wobbling. But not long later, i could finally feel the ground. So stable and nice. i have never realize that the feel of ground just right under the feet can be so so good. Probbaly that's why they always say we should 脚踏实地的做人。

Dinner was at Carl's junior. Then i realise not all burgers at Carl's Jr are as big as the face. Though it is not that big, i still couldn't finish my meal... Poor little fries. Sorry that you(fries) can't do your job to give me the calories. Haha. >.<

After the dinner, we took a stroll back to where we came from. By walking, it has to takes us bout 20-30 mins? We went up to a post bout 2 or 2.5 levels above the ground. It just feel like a picture taken by an wide angle camera. The railings are almost covered by vandalisation. The one that dated back furthest was in 1978. it is about some 10 years older than me. What is scribbled or craved at the railings are usually "XX loves YY , 1980". That spot must be some good spot for dating in the past. Haha. On there, many promises are scribbled too, like how couples vowed to love each other till death apart. I started asking myself, how many of those promises are real and how many of those couples have taken the vow of marriage and stay together till now. Haha.

Hmm... have i mentioned "we"? The other party is Alex. Glad to have a friend like him that will be my tour guide round singapore. Haha. Thanks alex! =)

The last time i went to east coast was probably last year during orientation. I like the sun, the sea and the wind. Just yesterday, i went to the botanic garden and the last time i went to was about some 8 to 10 years ago? I really cannot remember. Different parts of the garden was filled with different flower scent. Nice to be out of the urban city. It was a very nice trip except that walking with jeans are a lil heavy and i have blister in my sole in the end. I like such places. For a very long time, i've been wanting to go to the HSBC treetop walk, but till now, i haven't been there yet.

Monday, i will be working again, but only for 4 days. i guessed that i will be the one arranging and packing the files because previously i emptied out the contents. It's time for the return of the SK Warrior. SK warrior is important to the world. He is the one picking up the pieces, doing long hours of job that nobody does. He just have to much to be said. Hence, let's salute to him =)
(perhaps if i ahve the time, i shall design an image for him)

2009-02-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

It has been another day, but today was a fun day thanks to jon, andre and tim. Though i have to wait for the 3 guys, this outing is worthwhile.
First we went to play pool at paradiz centre. I haven't touch the pool stick for a almost a year le, hence my skills are very very rusty. The 3 guys took turns to pair up with me, but none of them can break the curse - whoever is in my team it will be a sure lost game. Truth enough for the 9 games that we played, i never win a game. In viwawa the tenth game that one loses consecutively get an award. Perhaps they should give me one too. Haha. The best game is when andre shoot 4 balls in following one another and the black ball consecutively. That game only last for 5-10 mins.

While waiting for Yahui's reply to join us for dinner, we went to lan shop playing left for dead. That game was very fun. It was my first time playing lan. Also for the first time, i felt so hyped up while playing computer. The thrill, the fun and i think friends is the X factor that make the game so enjoyable. For a person like me that don't play shooting game, i have enjoyed myself thoroughly. Basically, the game is about shooting zombies. the zombies don't come in one or two but in waves. When u see them, you jus shoot until u have to reload. Haha. I died frequently and need my team mates to rescue me from the zombies. If there's a liablity reward, i am sure to get it. Haha. Nice day!!! =)

2009-02-18T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hellos all....
here i am rotting in front of the computer again because i have nothing to do. Right now i am having hiccups... It is very bad... =(
I guess for the next few days, i would be pretty busy.
Thursday, if possible join Tim and the rest for pool... I think it wouldn't cost that much to play on week day.
Then on Friday, i need to be a cake courier to deliver a cake from a friend of mine to another. It seems pretty far. From my house to anchor point and to dunearn road. But i have figured out that i could take 93. Just hope that i won't go missing. =)
As for Saturday, I'm going to learn roller skating. Just hope that i won't have too many injuries by the end of the day. Haha.

May my dardar have a weekend for him to rest.

happy V day

2009-02-14T14:03:00.007+08:00

Happy V day to all!!!

For the past few day, I've been volunteering at SGH. Honestly, for the 1st day, i felt that it is very screwed up, because I'm lost at what's going on, and I've nobody who i can talk to keep in contact with.

My job scope was to do survey in the morning and wind mills in the noon.

For the survey, i am stationed at the shuttle bus stop, counting how many people alight, board, and waiting for each bus. It was really boring and i had to do it for 2 shifts, with each shift shift lasting for 2 hours. Glad enough, i have ants to accompany me. The ants keep me entertained with their ants behaviours.

Mainly there are 3 species of ants with 3 different sizes. the largest of them all is the red ants. Compared to the smallest ants, they are 3 to 4 times bigger than them. Also there is the medium sized black ants. The red ants have powerful jaws that was almost as big as their head. Hence i have to defend myself against them. My weapon is my blue pen with a pointed tip. Apparently when they came close to me, i point my pen towards them. First, they showed me signs of aggression by lifting up their butt saying that they are ready to fight. but the next moment, they ran away, feeling scared. It's a lucky thing taht they never ask for help, or else i will be in deep shit. the ants bites are usually poisonous and if one hits them dead, the body liquid will probably make one itch like hell. Hence on the first day, i concluded that are not some brave souls after all.

On the second day, the ants was kinda jumpy. At the end of the day, i concluded their behaviour. was due to the rain. Perhaps that may be the reason. i was kind enough to give them some water. Hence i make a little puddle of water for them. Some drank, some felt the difference and ran away... To me, they have no sense of curiosity. They look pretty cute while they' re drinking water. As they have long legs, they will have to bow down to drink water. It jus looked like giraffe drinking water. Zzz... i"ve also discovered another thing about them. to a certain extent, they remind me of my hamsters, because they like to clean themselves. After drink water, they will clean tehir front legs. If my pen touches them, they will probably feel as if some alien stuffs have touched them. After running for a safe distance, they will clean the parts which the pen has touched them. that reminds me of the cleaner robot in Wall E.

On the 3rd day, i gave them some bread crumbs of different sizes. It was only an hour later then the red ants discovered the food. Apparently they show very little interest to it. They did not carry it back to their camp. In fact, they have also labeled the food as foreign particles. They will clean themselves after touching it and to an extent they probably you can imagine them saying 'pui' in a disgusted manner... The good show begins later.... After i come back from lunch, the small ants have crowded around the food... Apparently, the red ants wasn't happy with it. When they realized that the small ants have crowded around the food, they attacked them. hence the small ants will run away, but they never give up. in fact from my observation, they seem to have a better communication system than the red ants. The red ants are just selfish. They don eat the food and they don allow others to touch the food. Or perhaps they are just guarding their territories. The black ants are the sneaky ones. in the middle of the war between the red and small ants, they will take the chance to steal the food. Haha...

it's the end of the ants story. Thanks to my mp3, my life while surveying can get by easier.

As for the windmill...
The venue is an open shop house. It is totally empty with cement floor with no electrical plugs. hence it was just the walls and the opened gates. the gate (door) have to be opened or else i'll be probably be microwave inside. Doing the wind mill is a simple task. but repeatedly doing for many times and stuck alone it is not that fun. Occasionally, some public will pop their head in and have a good look out of curiosity. But i think when the wind mills are put in the garden, the sight will be magnificant. =)

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Today is valentine's day! happy V day to all once again! May you enjoy the great time with your love ones. Cherish them =)
happy birthday jonathan!!!
happy birthday Jing yi!!!

2009-02-07T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.... I've been rotting at home for quite a few days. It is time for me to enrich myself or get another job. Perhaps i should go to the library on Monday. My mind is kinda blank now...

2009-02-03T10:17:00.002+08:00

At this time, i am in the office but from tommorrow onwards, probably i will be my bed, because i am out of job. =) Today, i forget to bring my jacket and my office has a nick of being a North Pole, hence my hands are cold and my nose is blocked.

Reflecting my days in office, it was quite an office experience. When i first came, it was the hot season of Legend as it was sailing the ports of southeast asia. In addition, it was still the december school holidays. Hence it was very busy. The phones in the office never stop ringing. It was very irritating because i have a phone at my table yet i can't pick it up. Hence it just rang and rang non stop.

But as the days go by, the phone call are decreasing... Now it's quiet and peaceful. Though being a part timer is similar to a SK warrior, i learnt quite some things from just hearing and observing. As it is an American cruise line, 18 is still a minion and one still need his/her parents, not just any aunts or uncles, to accompany one on board. Office politics is a problem. The office is small but yet it is obvious. Even i can feel the tension.

Now i have to decide what am i supposed to do with my later days. Hopefully there are vacancy for relief teaching. I want to try out teaching chinese. Others subjects are alright too, probably with the exception of English because i know where i stand...

While i am in the office, the someone is outta in the jungle playing hide and seek with his enemy and losing the luxury of proper baisc necessities. Just hope that he is all well and fine. May he bring me out for fun on weekends and have a proper V day with me.

~end~

Thanks karen for treating me to korean food fare today!!!

2009-01-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

hellos!

it's another end of the week. Time past by really fast. For the past week, it is kind of easy to pass the time as time is spent on going to relatives' house for new year. However, i realise that each new year gets more boring. What captures my attention is only the TV set. Perhaps, everyone has grown up and each of them has their own activities, while i am still finding something for me to pass my time. Ang pow collection looks lesser this year, but i haven't opened them up yet. Perhaps with little quantity, there's a higher chance of getting of getting more. =)

I guessed my weekends are busy this week. I've accepted a project from SPLAT!. It will be an outdoor video project something like the drama that we watched on TV. The plot is about a secondary school girl who has joined the gang and unfortunately she died in a gang fight. In my opinion, the story is a bit messy. There's like too many things involved. Then some of the dialogues are a bit too long. Hence it will be boring. From the script, i can inferred that the scriptwriter is a bit too ambitious. Probably he just wanted to heighten the climax. After videoing, there's still editing. I predict that it will definitely go beyond the time frame. Firstly, we are unfamiliar with the scenes. Secondly, environment factors have to be taken into considerations and lastly the attitudes and the 'pro-ness' of the actors. It will be kinda troublesome.

For this morning, office work is manual labour, packing and carrying papers into the store room. Actually, it is really alright for me to have this kind of job because i can exercise. It is better than sitting in front of the laptop, slacking yet in the end i am having stiff neck and shoulders and backaches. Lol. I have been having insonmia for teh past few days. I am tired yet i can't sleep. I wonder what's bothering me. May i find the solutions to it.

2009-01-21T11:41:00.002+08:00

A happy birthday to me....
Also it's the revival of my blog...

My poor blog has been neglected for months due to my laziness. I just don't wish to write and i would rather play instead of blogging. My computer time each day can be rather limited. Thus after weighing the opportunity cost, playing will be a better choice.

Ever since i graduated from school, my brain has been rather rusty. I was trying to solve my Brother's O level TYS and yet, i was mentally challenged. Looks like i have to work out my brain more often. I am supposed to be working now, but there was nothing to do, hence i decide to revive my blog too.

I'm working in a travel agency and my department wholesale Royal Caribbean cruises. The people here are nice but i don really like the retail people because i think they are lacking of patience. Last few weeks i am really busy that i can forget to have my water. My job scope includes printing of documents, labelling, recording and the most simplest office job. Hence my
brain is getting rustier day by day.

Nowadays, i came office to slack. If not for the pay, i would rather stay at home because it is kind of waste of time. Each day i am occupied by playing facebook. I'm getting better at knowing the different places of Earth and seeing many different flags. Mafia is another application that i am actively involving in. Whether you'reou or not, you can add me or you can kindly accept my invitation.

Today is another day. I wear my New Year shoes but they gave me blisters and they bite off my skin. It was so pain. i have also finished my plasters. Sianz. Today is my brithday. For the first time, my dad gave me money for this occasion. Haha. I wonder if that someone will celebrate today with me or i am supposed to have a slice of cake alone. He has already MIA for a week. Probably he is playing hide and seek in the thick jungle of Tekong or he has been kidnapped by the army officers. Just hope that he will be all nice and well.

2008-10-10T16:03:00.002+08:00

END OF THE END

School has come to an end. Today is our graduation day, but unlike any other graduation day, i have not seen any tear-washed face. Graduation ceremony was quite boring. Brother Paul himself spent more than half hour for his speech. the quote that Mr Bala gave our class is, " fall down nine times, stand up 10 times." It makes a lot of sense and thanks to Mr Bala i got the longest testimonial in my whole class. Mr Bala's language is very good. =) But seeing underlines inside my report card does not feel so nice hence that shall be another of my source of motivation

Looking back th 2 years where we played frisbee, skipped classes for the 1st 3 months to chionging our promos at the very last minute to changing of classroom to the J block and playing of basketballs and mugging like crazy now, we sure do have a lot of wonderful and the not so nice memories that make up our very own story in CJ. Though graduation marks the end of school but it is going to be the beginning of another chapter in our life. Hang in there!

2008-09-12T20:32:00.002+08:00

The Last of School Exams

Prelims were full of mixed feelings. For past 3 weeks, it was quite a sad life.
Prelims started on a school week. Hence there was no study break except for a day which doesn't help much. As usual, the first paper was GP. As for the essay, there is a possibility which i may go out of point and for the comprehension, it was disastrous. Following GP was some major paper such as Chem, Bio, Math P2. Of them all, once again, Bio was a tough nut to crack and i believe that Maths was the roasted chasiew nuts which everyone loves. As for chem, the paper was really manageable but i was kind of careless.
After the papers was a one week of revision. But somehow, the revision did not do me a very good result. Maths, according to everyone, it was manageable but that is not the case for me. For the first time, my hands trembled in the paper. Hence my 5 looks like 6 and i spend quite some time to get my hand fixed. Haiz. Chem paper was very tricky. Lol. As for econs, i got tricked by the page. They swapped page 3 and 4 and i only realise when i finish my first case study. That meant, i answered all the question without reading all sources. Stupid me. It was fortunate that bio p3 was very straight forward. I just hope that paper 1 help to pull me up.
I can't waste anymore time. Time is precious now. ARGH!

2008-09-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

"Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race"

~Calvin Coolidge American 30th President (1872-1933)

Let's all Hang On!

2008-08-16T16:12:00.002+08:00

When there's a WILL ,there's a WAY....

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
May there always be work for your hands to do;
May your purse always hold a coin or two;
May the sun always shine on your windowpane;
May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain;
May the hand of a friend always be near you;
May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

2008-08-08T16:55:00.002+08:00

080808? A nice and bright day? maybe not too much of it... And this is how i am feeling right now.

2008-07-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

Zzz....
Haiz....
What a day to start the week with the getting back of horrendous results. What i am most disappointed in is my Econs. i kind of expecting a B or C. However due to some vague ans.... I am getting a D. What surprise me was that i can get a D for Chem even though i had given away 20m due to insufficient time t attempt the last question. On the average, i get 14 for the each of the 3 essay i've done. what i have to work on will be my time management as well as on MCQ as i failed it once again. Bio was a D. Didn't expect that i could fail my both essay. Haiz... The highest in class for GP is only 59 and kudos for Iqbal for being the top scorer. Yay. Other than that.... I am not too optimistic about my Gp score. As for math, it will be a tsunami, a big big one. Woosh..... dead!
X.X
R.I.P

2008-06-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hello people!!!
Haven't been blogging for a month. My brother now has a new blog because of his Chinese project - a Chinese blog. Kind of lame but it is also kind of fun. Haha! The mid years had just ended. It is even more terrible than the common test. Here's an analysis that i have done.
GP- the essay came as expected. For the first time, i really have the contents to write. As the the comprehension, i have no impression of it anymore, but it is kind of abstract about fear.

Econ- The essay was just simply easy! Hopefully, my presentation is correct. As for the case study, i can't really understand the extract about America's recent crisis.
Bio- For the first time, i can't finish the paper. I gave up 1 question of structured for my essay which meant i had given up 10m or so. Also most of us failed paper 1. Not a very sign.
Math- out of 4 pages, i can only do the first page. So what do u think....
Chemistry- 5 choose 4 essays question again. Haiz. I gave away 20m due to insufficient time.
Hence overall... Midyears will be even far more worse than CTs

so what I've been doing the holiday? Other than studying and a a bit of playing...
for the first week, eileen and I attended a seminar cum competition. Though we did not win anything, the gain is quite a lot. For the 2nd week, it's the LTC week. Went back to school to revise and also to take care teh J1s. Through their first montage, they still got quite a lot to learn - to work better as a team and also their technical sides. For the 3rd week, it's nothing much and for teh 4th week, i went to malaysia to vist some farms. Haha!

Too bad... The picture isn't sharp... this my 3rd flower... Something probably that i understand only.

A field of lalangs... I only like the sky...

A greedy ostrich

i just had a CCA chalet yesterday and due to the bike riding, i am still experiencing pain. Zzz. It was really kind of the j4 to offer us a room when the 4 seniors actually cramped themselves into a room when i am only sharing the room with another person. What a fun day! After today, it will be another semester of total hectic to cope with the studies as well as to complete the NYAA 40 hours of sports... =.=
As for the CCA, hopefully we can passed down on the 14th July.... can't wait to do it but we will only POP after we finished our EOY monatge. The promo video is still unfinished due to lack of ideas and also material. Haiz.. EOY is on the pending list... Zzz

2008-05-18T23:30:00.003+08:00

With the observation skills, the school is a vibrant place with life. The above shows a bird, fully grown from a lil pinkish bird, but it should be at a stage of learning how to fly. Well, probably the bird was curious of the environment and took the courage to step out of its nest and started chirping happily. Then we realised that it was a branch nearby. When it saw us, it was curious about us too. Weixiang actually used his hands to "tease" it. As his hands moved, the bird will follow the movement of the hand. The bird wasn't even startle by his hand. Haha. With his feathers grown, it looks like a chick jus that it is brown. Actually, i would have wanted to take another picture, but it mother came back so we ran away.

Several weeks ago, we found the nest. Over the next weekend, we saw the eggs, checked with spots. We thought it was some abandoned nest as we thought birds hatch their eggs like the chickens do. Then later the eggs hatched. 2 little pinky fellows, with their eyes closed, all naked. As we go near the nest, they start to "wake up" and stretching their neck for food. They first grew with black feathers. But later, one of them went missing. Probably dead. the young bords came from a single parent family. Probably due to the pressure, it either get killed by the parent or the theory of survival of the fittest, whereby its brother killed it. It was such a long way before the little brown bird can get to this stage, but it probably would have another long way to go.

Lizard. Dead. Found on the stairs leading from PE department to LT 2. It was well camouflaged. Probably the cause of death is being stepped on. Tail went missing shows sign of reflex to get out of critical situation.

The next one that is going to die probably will be me.... Midyears is coming! Wth.... Col@c can't be accessed, that's why i am here blogging. Intended to do revision on economic growth lecture, but plan was spoiled. I will try my best to do well for GP since I've heard something and supposed to be some kind of recognition or acknowledgment. Jy for all of us bah...

I like chocolate especially one like this! Just at the sight of this, it let me feels so nice. Yum Yum!

2008-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

Halor~~~~~~~~~~
It's been a long time since i last blog due to some the problems which my computer has encounter.

There's been an eathquake in SiChuan with a death toll of 15000 and Myanmar is been devastated by Cyclone Nargis claiming more than 20000 lives. May the deads find the peace in another world and the survivors will have the courage to carry on their lives.
Today, there is a Biology test. It wasn't as hard as it is claimed. Before the paper started, 95% of the class had already given hope while some did not even had any hope to begin with. Perhaps i would do better if i had studied harder.

Mid years is coming and our GP tutor seems to have a lot of confidence for us. He has high expectations for us. He is expecting all As and Bs. We were all charging on the topics of terrorism and Globalization. However, i do doubt my potential in GPs. The one before GP was Economics. It was very lucky that only J2 work is tested which only revolves around AD-AS, the macroeconmics problem and its policies. I shall aim high for econs.

Life is just kind of sianz now.... I wan FUN.

2008-04-30T14:38:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since i last touched the computer. My computer is still under fixing and i wonder when it will be back. Anyway, I've gotten used to life without a computer, with online games, without msn and thinngs like that. It is kind of beneficial. At the very least, I do have more time for both myself and work. Instead of just sitting by the computer, i spend more time studying when the mid years are round the corner. Econs will be coming very soon and i aim to get the least a C, and best if it will be an A or B.

Today is Joanne's birthday!
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Cakey for u with lots of strawberries and cherries. =)

2008-04-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of April... The video is nowhere in near completion which means i have to forsake this week afternoon of studies. Nest week a chemistry test on the whole chapter of organic chemistry. So many reagents and conditions to remember. Then on week 6, there is a Mathematics test on Vectors, complex numbers and maybe permutations. Till now, my vectors 4 ( the planes) i haven't understand how it works. I'm so running out of time.

Today's April fool day and i took 30 mins to make a short video of WX. To me, it's funny but perhaps to him , not so nice. Haha!

Happy April Day!

2008-03-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

LALLALALALALALA!!!!!! HAIZZZZZZZZZ!!!
Feeling emo now.... but i don't why.... zzz
Finally Kahang Video is considered and immediately behind it is Principal Promo Video. We only has a week to complete it.... WTH!!! Think we some god? Video not that easy!!! Looking at the outline that we supposed to follow, it is another disaster... I actually have the thought to start Mid year revision nest week with the class.. Looks like it will gonna be a failed attempt... Sianz!!!
How do i kill emo-ism?

2008-03-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

How long does it take for one to send an sms containing only one word?

2008-03-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

I've finally gotten all my results. Well, it wasn't that fantastic.
At least a nice C for Economics and D for Mathematics.... S chase away E, thus i have 2S for Biology and GP while a loner Chemistry is holding on to the Umbrella in the dark.
There are tons of room fro improvement. Shall work for Mid year.

2008-03-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

School days blues...
School has finally started. On the first day of school of this new term, i was nearly late for school. How exciting it is to ran after the bus and reaching school in 30 minutes from the moment i wake up and reached school. It was such a mad rush. Unluckily, on the first day of the term, there was conditioning due to the coming NAPFA test. Hence we did some chin ups, some 30 + sit-ups and a 2.4km run. By the time i was running, i was out of breath because of the sit-ups. Zzz.
Got back the first test paper back. It was kind of bad but not as bad as i expected. I've gotten a S for Biology. The neurons and Darwin killed me but yet it is the genetics that saved me. By tomorrow, i would have known my chem and math results as well. Hiaz.... Tomorrow having 2 straight periods of chem tutorials. Sianzational day!

2008-03-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

The march holiday is coming to an end...
Out of the 5 week days, 4 of the days was cooped up in the PS doing the Kahang documentary. Rishi is becoming one of the regular visitor of the PS, bringing us some entertainment.
What a sianz day... My maple character died today due to the "lagginess" ... Zzz... The internet connection today has been a bit slow and it just keeps dc... Haiz...
School is starting soon, and i haven't done any tutorial and i guess for the econ project, there shouldn't be anyone in my class doing bah... haha... Don't feel going to school because it will be the release of common test results and stress will accumulate again.

~~Kahang photos~~

2008-03-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

YEA!!! A is good on the Mother Tongue Certificate. For the report card i getting from common test will have lots of As too but A for ATROCIOUS!!! Haha...

2008-03-05T22:25:00.003+08:00

Common tests

4 down and 1 more Biology to go but in Chinese there's a phrase " xiong duo ji shao" which means there's much more unlucky element than the lucky ones which also implies that there could be another U on my report card. Perhaps it is me that i do not have enough practice or maybe i'm just not in my conditions, all the common tests are very screwed up except for Econs... Shall work for biology, and hopefully, it will help.

Photos!

2008-02-24T13:32:00.002+08:00

Hmm... another randomness

Reel of solder wire on PS table (random)

Some purple flowers at ECP ( need to be edited)

Morning sun of ECP (east coast park)

Heliconia of in the sch (tilt ur head to see)

Heliconia @ ECP

My foot prints

ixora @ ECP

2008-02-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Orientation 2 has finally ended today which indicated that a week has passed by and i am only left with one week of revision before the commence of the common test. The work and stress will be going to accumulate.

Today's orientation finale performances were pretty lame... There was the deal or no deal which was the lamest which depicts a hongkonger and he settled for 0.00000005c which probably the only he can buy is air. His name was some BS - "Nicole-wear-bra" after pronouncing with some HK accent... haha! Then after one was the CJ flame will change you into a better man. That was some Ah Beng who walk into the CJ flame and the one that came out was some diligent and smart gentleman.

Yesterday's orientation programme was at east coast park. One good thing is we get to rent a bike. Then when the J1s and the facils looked at us with envy, the feeling is kind of cool. Without the bike as transport, probably our legs will break. Another thing is we still bought Mac and wx gave the treat. Whenever he gave a treat, i would be so so fulled right up to the brim. Haha!
The human bowling station was closed down because it was labeled as too dangerous when it was played from last year to this year orientation 1. What a joke!

It's late and i am sleepy but i am happy... haha! Nite nite Jy for common test!

2008-02-13T15:59:00.001+08:00

Long long time since i last blogged... Very soon, tmr is Valentine's day... and in 3 weeks time it will be the monsterous common test... Have fun tmr!

2008-01-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

In another week time , i'll be 1 more year older... Then i can watch M18 show, buy lottery and so on. Time really waits for no man... In just a blink of an eye, i am going to be 18. Then in another 2 more years, I would not be a teen anymore. How scary... Thinking through my life, I seemed to have yet done anything except for studying and playing around.

Lunar New year is coming and I've bought all my new year clothes already. This time round, i spent the most money on them compared to the past years and i finally understand the joy of shopping. School has started and moving with increasing pace, however i'm still dilly dallying around. I have to find the force to push me to study. Ever since school started, the worst thing is mass PE. my 1st mass PE session was already 10 rounds the field with a cut off timing together with the fish exercise ( krunches, push up, leg brace and etc). Then the muscle aches were so bad that it lasted a few days. After been through the worst, the second mass pe is much more endurable. There are 2 more sessions coming...

This time round, for the CCA recruitment, we got 9 new J1s... They're a bunch of pretty joyful people who we could crap along with except for a few. My PAC montage (from last year to this yr liaoz) is still not done. Cue on PTM! Kahang Video is less than 50% complete and dued on PTM too!!! Hmm... Busy busy busy! Common test coming too... Even more busy busy busy BUSY! But after new year will soon be Valentines'... Haha!

2008-01-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

It's raining very heavily at the moment but the wind was really cool and good. For me, school officially started 2 days ago. Today 11/1, triple ones, was the birthday of quite a number of people. One was them was our home tutor, Mr Bala. Lesson only started 20 minutes later because some of them was preparing the cake. As the lesson just ended, Ryan splat cream oh his face... That's our class tradition. I think the next one that will have a creamy face will be me. Got to bring facial foam that day. Haha!

Orientation 1 had already ended, but the facils in our class was still in some O mood. The finale night was quite a success and so was the montage but i still have a higher expectation of it. Usually, for quality work, for 1 hour of editing = 30sec of clip. But that day, i chiong finish everything in just 3 hours. Especially the behind part, everything including the capturing was pretty last minute. The finale party started at 630pm but including rendering and delivering to control room was already 730. Well, the part i like best was the K.O. part. Slow mo the clip makes it looks more dramatic. if there's a chance, i'll upload it.

I can feel the pressure of work... GP essay test on next Thursday and biology test on 28th January. I still got quite a fair bit of work to catch up with... Jy! Jy! Jy!

2008-01-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

The year does not started really well...
Today was really an unlucky day...
First thing in the morning brother paul came into room, saying that the national anthem was too soft when josh's signature tune turned out to be really fine...
Second thing was when i was filming, somebody splashed water from the top and in just one step closer, i would be totally and the video camera will be spoilt....
Then in the afternoon, Rong Sheng and i tested out everything and everything was fine... It was such a creepy thing... hope tomorrow's morning assembly will just turn out fine.... Not really in a mood now... shall end off here....

2007-12-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

It's finally the last day of the year.... 31st of December.... Last day...
Looking back, orientation just seemed to be yesterday. This year had been quite a busy year. My life just revolves around a few areas and sometimes i do hope for more time. This year has been passing by so fast. Each day started with school, waking up at 6 and sometimes, especially the EOY times, could only return home at 8+, 9+, 10+. Upon returning home, it was either sleep time or to finish up some work. In a nice way, i had a very routined life but in another way, life seems to be rather boring.

The bad times of the year will be times rushing for the EOY montage... Things were not really organized and things were quite in a rush. Another hard times are the days waiting to appeal out of SRJC. I have not regretted the choice. The good thing of the year is that I've found someone to share my love. =D

Perhaps i should start thinking of my new year resolutions...
To be a better person by being a better friend, a better daughter, a better sister, a better girlfriend? Hmm... Haha!
Next year will be A level year, hence it will be very important. Thus, i hope to at least pass every test and complete the homework on time. Perhaps i should really spend much more time on my studies especially maths and biology...

In just another 2 days to school reopens. One bad thing is have not finish the homework. ARGH!!! Haha! The Eagles reflection deadline is today but i haven't even complete 33.33% . Looks like i'll only finish it when school reopens. Upon going back to school, it will be orientation again. Another busy time.

Let's bury all the unhappiness together with 2007 and awaits for a new year to start afresh. Happy new year! Wishing everyone t to have a good year ahead! =D

Ghostly Post 1

2007-12-30T22:15:00.000+08:00

*Floats In*

Hmm... This Blog Seems Dead...

*Ghost Writer Laugh*

Bumps For More Life!

P.S: I Didn't Hack, But Somehow I Got the password...

Guess Who I Am?

-Ghost Writer

2007-12-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yea! Finally the performance was over. Though the X’mas part was not a very big event, it went on very smoothly and it was a success. 3 cheers for T89 (28,30,31) and Mr. lee. Haha! We had our daily practices for the past two weeks and nothing has gone to waste.

I was involved mainly in the dance. The dance was some hip hop or techno dance which is accompanied by some very fast Korean music. I am not a very sporty person myself and my limbs just do not seem to coordinate with my brain and eyes. Hence when I first started dancing, I am the one with the same leg and same hand up or I always go into the opposite direction that other goes. After some long practices I finally leant my steps well but I do have a black out at the high school musical – wild cats part.

I was also involved in skit as well. We out up a skit titled “A Christmas carol” telling story how scrooge understands the meaning of Christmas. My role is a little kid, Topper. A rather annoying and impatient kid who does not wait for his turn. My dad was Fred, played by rishi, and mrs fred played by meixiu. My role was rather an easy one with lines that is only a word or two, but my reaction has to be fast. Haha!

The best thing was the fun dance. For the practices we actually played the music 2 times or more faster and everyone get high by just dancing to it. Fun dance was so much easier to learn and it was really fun. Haha! Those who performed today will get double the Cip hours, hence for those who came at 9 today, had 28 hours of CIP. That’s kind of crazy.

2 days ago, I just lost my ezlink and 8 bucks of cash without knowing how and why. It like, I went to school taking 105 and alight at CJ bus stop. Then we changed bus to MeiXiu house and before I got up the bus, I lost my card!!!! Hence I thought I may have dropped it on the bus. Upon reaching her house, I immediately called Jurong east Interchange but till today I heard no news of my card. Thus in the end, I owe s quite a few people money, such as lunch bill and transport fees. Then today, I broke my hair clip and my hair is in a mess especially during the dance.

Tomorrow is Sunday, and I can finally have a rest before I start on my work again. My darling is flying off in a 5am flight to HomgKong. I don’t know hen will he be back or be back by what time because he don’t know also. But I thing I know, I will miss him.

2007-12-18T09:50:00.000+08:00

It's another day to start with... the weather isn't that good and thunders are rumbling just like any monsoon season. The rain will just seem to continue. Well, exco meeting and dance crash today. Supposed to be at 10 am for both, and now is 0953 and there is still hardly any single soul around. haha! probably i am too early again. ... ... ... If exco meeting is going to be some dilly dally and beat about the bush kind, i am going to leave the room for dance. I had a very full breakfast just5 now. So so full... haha! Bye!

2007-12-15T15:28:00.001+08:00

Rain rain boring day.... Bored!!!!

A letter to santa

2007-12-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

A letter to Santa

Hellos Santa!
Time flies and one year is going to pass and here i am writing my Xmas letter. I know that i may not have been a good girl, but i hope i am not on your naughty list. I promise to improve myself. =)
These are some of the few items i hope to have and i have categorized them.

For the material wants:

1Gb MP3 ( what i have now is only 128mb, the songs that are able to be contained inside are quite little)
A camera (whether it is compact or SLR, i don't mind)
A new HP ( best with mp3 player, radio with a 5 mega pixel camera)
A laptop with wireless connection ( so i don have to compete with my brother)
A crumpler bag
More soft toys ( the bigger and cuter the better)

For the things that is needed but not exactly

Campbell biology textbook 5th or 6th edition
A DVD rom for my compter
A web camera
Personalized key chain
More clothes in the wardrobe ( my wardrobe needs a revamp)
A watch ( my current watch is scratched, so heart pain)

For the dream things ( things i know i could never have)

A pet ( not fish)
A room of my own
Less stressed (i need to de-stress!)
Less worries
Lesser workload
More slacking time
Higher IQ and EQ
To have more quality time spent

Haha! Looks like i am a greedy girl, but all men have their wants. I know that this letter may not even reach out to you, but just let this be a channel perhaps for me to express what i wanted and probably due to the restraints that I've now, i could not have them. Hmmm.... you will be very busy this festive season, but looking at the size you have, please do cut down the amount of hot chocolate and the candies you're taking. =) Children will need you every year. Send my regards to the elves as well. Jia You bah!

Smile Always
ZivCharles

2007-12-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

As said in my previous post, since there were only Meixiu and me, we decided to go for our brunch. We were deciding between town or tpy, just then we realised that we needed to spend quite a few hours before we go for cip, and thus we went to town.

Indeed it was still drizzling and we went to Far East and ate mix and match rice. We stayed there for at least more than 40 minutes, chatting and eating. Haha! Then we sort of went shopping since it is still very early. I am so happy that i got myself an eeyore. So Blue, so cute, so smooth, so innocent looking, so nice to hug. It is only at 6 bucks in takashimaya (UP $14.90) Haha! What a good buy. Though the eeyore i get doesn't have ab tail.... But still, i love it! The Que Xian Mei ( the beauty with flaws). Actually, in reality, nothing is ever perfect. The next day i went back to taka and found, the only one that has no ribbbon is mine. Isn't mine the special one? Probably that's is why everyone is made so differently. Even identical twins may look alike, their personality is different. Everyone is special.

We walked all the way from orchard to dohby ghuat and took a bus to Whampoa. As usual, we did the normal house visit. One of the visits i went to is very unusual. The uncle in the house told us that he was a Christian, but then, there was a goddess of mercy in the living room. I think that the uncle had saw me staring at the statue and told us that his wife is a Buddhist. He added that isn't that very sad when both of them has different religions. Probably, their love is strong enough and overcome the religion barrier that is why they stayed as man and wife for so long.

After the house visit, we saw a truck "toys on wheels" and were very curious about it. Hence Joanne, Darren and I sat down by the side watching. As the truck open up, it is full of toys that any children will want. Eventually, we went to help them out, bring little kids up the truck to choose their presents.

In the process, you can actually know that some children choose the presents not because that were what they would like to have, but rather what the parents would like to have. Parents do know the price of the toys on the truck but children don't. Children will choose what they like, but parents will choose what the most expensive item. I'm thinking, aren't the presents for the kid, if the kid likes it, why not let them have it. A lot of parents do think they knows what is the best for the children, but at times this is not truth. What they have arranged for the kids may not be what they wants and both sides. Parents do need to know that children actually need and what they really wants, or else the things that they do for them, in the name of : this is of your own good, will go down to waste.

Each kid is supposed to have 1 gift only, but some of them went up 3 or 4 times with several excuses to take more. Perhaps they were to young to know that it will be good to stay contented and leave some for the others behind. Whampoa is not the only place, they will still be going to places such as Yishun after that. Give others a chance to have to have the joy as well.

Well, to me, i think that this giving out of gift is so much more meaningful than house visit. At the very least, i can see the results of the help i lend and i am able to reach out to them. To the old folks, there seems to be barrier, and they won't accept us that easily probably due to the harsh past they have. Haiz.... Anyway, i felt happy today.

2007-12-12T10:26:00.000+08:00

What a day to start with...
It has been raining the whole morning and though i can't see it now, i bet it is still drizzling. It has been raining fr the past few days and the rain seems to have made people more depressed. Due to the cold weather, quite a number of people are falling sick too. I feel so sleepy now, can't wait to get to my bed. Last night was also a horrible night when both flu and sighness kicked in. It wasn't a well rested nigtht. It just seems that fro the past few days, there is something bothering me which also causes me to take a very long time before i can get to sleep. Hmm.... i still thinking what it is....

I am currently in school, supposed to have dance practice. Well, Joanne and Eirene will not be coming and Mei Xue just came. Yahui and SuYi was no where in sight. Haha! Bye bye!

2007-12-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

After coming back from all the activities, it is back to my boring dull routine day. The next day i came back from eagles, i went back to school for SVA thingy and finally we managed just to take one take and using it to edit le. Previously, Eileen and i had filmed a copy and that took us 2 hours as we had to set up the lightings which we were unfamiliar and doing colour testing.

I named the team Code Red and Eileen was appointed the leader. The video was an advertisement to raise AIDS awareness and prevention is better than cure. We have shot red ink diffusing into the water and the effects look really nice. This was the also the shortest video i ever shot and edited. Even editing only took about an hour or less. The final product was about 35sec long.

After the production we had to get brother paul to sign our competition application form. Unfortunately, he was away and luckily he did come back with Bro Thomas ( from Rome) and so finally it was signed. The last thing we had to do was to deliver it to ETD manually on Monday morning.

As there was renovations in the staffroom, somehow the water sewage system was blocked by leaves and due to the torrential rains, the water exploded from the roof. Poor Mr lee, his table was the worst hit and everything on the table top, including external hard drive, notes that was kept since his jc years, 200 bucks worth jacket. Eileen and I had a chance to have a walk in the staffroom disaster area and in there was a few big fans blowing the things dry and on the fan, it wrote "disaster restoration". Looks like mr lee gonna have some hard time.

I love my fluffpet, a facebook application, now. It just look so nice filled with X'mas spirits. Probably, it is time to write a letter to Santa and hopefully Santa will fulfill my wishes.

2007-12-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yea! Back from Kahang le. In kahang everything is organic. Organic brown rice, organic duck, organic vegetable, organic fishes, organic dragon fruit and so we got organic meals for the 6 days we were there.

The weather there is kind of funny. The wind there blew from 7am to 7pm and for the rest of the time, there was not wind at all. If it rains, it either rains for a few minutes or it will rain fro hours non stop. I was so afraid that we may be trap in flood as the 5th and last day was raining throughout.

There were a lot of stories in Kahang that i wish to say, however i do not know how to start. If i start from day 1, then probably, you will be reading blog post of more than a few thousand words long.

In this trip, i know that i belong to water. There is a quiz which we takes and see which of the following element we belong to and which element (earth, air, water, fire) is the strongest and weakest. Water are the people that put other before himself. However, he maybe too nice and softhearted and get pushover at a times. The next element is fire. Fire people are the people who are always enthusiastic and will bring fun to others. However, they will get distracted to easily. Following next is air. Air people are very particular about accuracy and they are the precise people and earth is the firm people.

As water took over for the past 2 days as it rain like hell, there were a lot of insects taking shelter. We abandoned our tents on the 5th day because most people tents were flooded. As we unpitched the tents today, there were a lot of creepy crawlies. eileen and my tent is on a higher ground level and unfortunately there was a ants' nest a few a steps away from our tents. Since their original nest was in water they started coming towards our tents and the ants were very nice to build a dike around our tent. They are also very nice to build their new nest under our tents. So as we unpitched, we have to swipe away all the ants and watch where we are stepping on. Not only we have ants as visitors, we have visitors of size 1mm to about 8 cm.

Then at the last night, the whole camp blackout. What a new experience indeed. It is really very dark that one cannot see their hands. As we were trapped in the dark, i felt so unsecured. I felt lost. I suddenly don;t know what is around me and fluttering of insects can be heard. in kahang, the insect can go easily up to 10cm or so. For the first time, i am really annoyed by insects and i juts hope that they don;t come near me. One could easily says that we could switch on the torch light. However, switching on the torch light, more insects will come to you as they are attracted to light. It was really the moments of silence and total darkness.

In this trip, it was my first time that i felt homesick as i missed the ones around me. I never had that kind of feeling before and this felt awfully terrible. This trip has also given me a tanner skin and on my face, there is a rim of lighter skin tone where my spec frame is. Hence i looked like a swimmer just that the skin around the eyes are are tanned as well. The weather there is either super hot or super cold if one is in the open space. I'm just so glad to be back in Singapore. =)

Coming back to Singapore also meaning back to work. I still have to return to school tomorrow and start SVA from scratch and the dateline is on the 8th of Dec which means i only have one day to complete since school is not going to opened on Saturday. I bet tomorrow will be an ultra busy day.

2007-11-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

The 3K words report is finally sent to mr tan. Another job done. Tomorrow, i will be leaving to Malaysia again for Project eagles in Kahang. The place that we will be staying is an organic rice farm. This time round it will be 6 days 5 nights. What a long long trip. Then i will only be home by Thursday. Both my parents are also going Genting on Tuesday and be back my Thursday also. Then my brother can have all the computer to himself. Though he will have it fro the next few days, he still want me to give him the computer today. Eek.... Haiz

This time round, Eileen and I will be filming for the whole project and coming up with a 30 minutes documentary. It is not an easy job as we will have to cover the different 15 groups which are doing totally different things. Hence, our focus will seem to be everywhere. I went back to school today as Mr lee needed the key and he explained the objectives and the uses of the documentary. As he explained, i can feel that heavy responsibility as i can picture the vision he has in mind. Haha! Looks like some tough job and days ahead. But as the filming crew, we have one advantage. We don't have to join the rest for PE (jogging) lessons. Haha! Also, because of our expensive equipment, we have a room to ourselves. =)

Hope this trip will be better than Mawai if not, as good as it. Haha! i am gonna miss the people here. Hiaz.

2007-11-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

Yea! i completed my report with 3,694 words. Haha! But i still gonna do some editing to the report tomorrow.

2007-11-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today is another day that is the same old routine. Somehow, i realized that my life seems to be pretty dull. It only revolves around mainly school and at home. Other than that, i do not have any activities. I do need to find a purpose in life. What am i living for exactly?

Today, we went to Whompao Heights, supposed to help the elderly who lives in the 2-room flats. However, i do not find it very boring as there was nothing much for us to do. I finished mine with 1/2 an hours which is really very fast. Perhaps the elderly there still need some time to accept us. Hence, after we were done with our task, we were playing at the playground, playing the monkey bar and the guys had monkey fight. Timothy was so fierce. Haha!

After the CIP,some went to boon keng to have dinner while Lindy, Joanne and I went back to Toapayoh. Lindy had a date and somehow i have a tinge of enviousness. Haha. Gotta do my 3000 words report liaoz. Hehe.

Class Chalet

2007-11-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

The class chalet is over but the fun we had will be always remembered. Our chalet started on 21/11 which is also the birthdays of Eirene and Yahui. Our dinner is buffet-like style and was prepared by Ryan and perhaps some few others. There seemed to be a free flow of alcohol, such as vodka, as well, hence those who knows how to drink is able to drink to their heart's content. After dinner, we played several games. Some people played the PS, which Timothy brought along together with some games, while some played the monopoly. The monopoly is a game of terms and conditions and deals that are negotiated so that it will be a win-win situation. Annabelle was the big winner as when each of us stepped into her units have to pay at least 1k.

We also played a game which i forgotten the exact name, but it is related to death as one really needs to have a strong bladder and luck. Depending on the cards picked, there will be different scenarios. Eg for cards A - 4: One has to drink according to the card number picked. Perhaps that night, timothy drank quite a lot and he became the Merlion. That night, there was quite a few people who are sick such as Eirene and Joanne and unfortunately, i got a diarrhoea as well. That night, Lindy's clique went clubbing as well. When they came back, they were quite high and always giggling like little kids, except for Rosheni. This time round, rosheni is like a mother asking the rest to go to sleep. Tht night, i barely slept for 2 hours and we manged to squeeze 4 of us (elton, natoon, eirene and me) in a single bed.

By 0715, eirene and I left the chalet fro school to attend eagles briefing. The bus ride nearly took an hour and it was freaking cold. After the briefing, we had lunch with dom and his friend and we went back to the chalet again. We actually intended to sleep, but they have wild wild wet tickets for us. Sacrificing the sleep fro www is indeed worthwhile. We had a lot of fun especially the U tube ride. A lot people say that facing the slope is more scary than the one facing the back, but my opinions differs because people sitting at back do not know what to expect, hence it will scarier.

BBQ Dinner was simply delicious with Andre and Ryan as our cooks. There was stingrays, otah and many others. Rachel also made "Sex on the beach" and several other drinks. Some of them was pretty nice but there are also those that i cannot accept. That night, we had an express cycling class for Elton. Elton finally learn how to ride a bicycle. At midnight, we then cycled to the park where the big playground is. It really brings back childhood memories when i get on the swings. I really like the feel of it. Night cycling was also my first time. Compared to day cycling, night cycling is cooler and there is peace and tranquil.

After having fun, we headed back to chalet before we set off again to see the sunrise. Because of the long cycling hours and the seat, our butts are in pain. Haha! That 2nd night, i guessed I only slept for half an hour by the beach. By the time i woke up, my hands were totally numbed as i used my hands as a pillow. The sunrise wasn't what i expected it to be but the waves were interesting. All of a sudden, there was big waves reaching the shore having a domino effects and the tide came in.

As the day breaks, our stomach began growling and we had breakfast at MacDonald. Then after that, we went to return the bicycles. Again, we cycled for the last time. Upon reaching there, the shop auntie will only came back 45minutes later. Hence we cycled around, up the hill, down the hill, which was pretty similar to the laps in racing. When we gotten the identity cards back, we headed back to the chalet, packed up and went home.

The first thing i came home was to bath and do the laundry. Sianz. Then after that, i settled the project eagles and finally go to sleep. I slept for 4 hours and it is more that what i have in the last 2 days. However, i am still feeling that i am floating. *Yawn* Time to get to back to work.

Mawai eco camp day 1

2007-11-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Mawai eco camp day 1

I am finally back home, back to my soft and springy bed, back to my clean and bright bathrooms and of course back to civilizations. This blog entry will be my 3000 word report as well, so what you can expect is a super ultra long post. Please have some patience and take your sweet time to read through it. Haha. For the time now, there's is no pictures. Wait till Andre uploads them, then you all can have an eye feast.

In the first day, half of the day is spent of traveling to Mawai, which is located near Kota Tinggi. After the hours of bus ride, which most of the people spent their time sleeping, we still have to cross the river, Sedili River, by a motor boat. The river is 20m deep in the middle and is rich of flora and fauna. Dangerous creatures dwelling in the river could be the giant cat fish, which has teeth like the sharks- unable to let go the prey, and of course in most river, crocodiles.

Upon reaching, the first thing we did is to set up our beds. The bed is modified from what the Malaya Rangers use to sleep. It is something like a hammock, suspended in the air. The different is that our beds are supported in 4 corners. The bed is a cloth, slot into 2 poles, tied onto 4 sides. It has to be really tight to give maximum comfort and of course, the bed has to be be tied tightly so that it is able to support our weight. The guys' bed is something like ours just that they only required to open up. However, their bed is smaller and according to them, it is not as comfortable as ours. Because we have to setup our bed from scratch, we also get to learn something as well. One good thing is, we got a real metal roof above our head which will shelter us from rain and shine.

After some strenuous work setting up the bed, it is finally meal time - LUNCH!!! But the lunch, was quite a disappointment. Probably, it is the first day and i have not get used to it. I still remember lunch as rice ( our daily staple food), chicken ( our daily staple protein), mutton ( but i did not get any) and long beans. The long beans, is only half cooked, hence there is a very strong "green" taste which wasn't that appealing to my taste buds.

After lunch, it time for water obstacle course, which once have destroyed by an elephant and her jumbo but repaired. It was really fun but tiring. The course is made up of different obstacles and all the obstacles have one objective which is to get across the other other side without getting wet. In certain courses we have rope to us to balance ourselves, by touting and leaning backward, while walking on the rope or the branch. Sense of balance is a must and the principle of stability- low CG mus be applied also.

The hardest course is the one that we have to walk across the "bridge", with length of 4 long branches( probably 3m each), without any balancing help except for ourselves. The hard way is to walk while the easier way out is to sit across by moving the butt. The most deceiving one the bridge with water barrels in the middle. The barrels made the bridge really unstable or either u ran through it with momentum or crawl through it. The one that required the most teamwork is the bridge that is not only walking straight but there was the ascending and descending part and it was in the air. Hence everyone hold each other hands tight for support and walk step by step and finally made through it. The most easy one is the beehive bridge, which one walks on a rope but there was support on both sides. However the supporting ropes are quite sharp and i got quite a few splinters over it. My splinters are still the small case one, the splinters that others get from the monkey bar course really hurts.

After the water fun, it's the mud volley ball fun. The water inside was really mud, grey or brown just like milo and together with the grass, it looks really like soya milk + ching chao. Lols. As it was muddy, we can;'t really moved around. There was holes everywhere and it is difficult to move around as we are stucked in the mud. Taking the advantage of having a volley ball captain, we won. Haha!

This water course is more like a confidence course. One need to have the courage to walk across, the confidence that enables one to stay composed, the concentration to keep focus, the determination to complete, the perseverance to continue again when one falls into the water, the teamwork to support and cheer for those in need.

After all the water activities where we get muddy and dirtied, we decided to get ourselves clean. Unfortunately, the bathrooms ran out of water. It was such shocking news. In order to bath, we went to the guys’ bathrooms instead. A waterless incident like this made us realize how important and precious water is.

It was mealtime again. We had dinner, which is more delicious than lunch. After filling our stomach, we proceeded on to our night activity- stargazing. I have leant how to differentiate the constellations by looking at the star chart and various knowledge about the stars. In that night, there was the Orion, the Greek hunter, and his 2 dogs, minor and major canis and others.

It was time to sleep and prepare ourselves for the next day. Though the bed was designed for maximum comfort, I still think that my bed is the best as subsequent nights I have been having neck and back aches. However, one still has to adapt to the surroundings so that we will be able to get enough rest. Finally, that was the end of day 1 and 3 more days to go.

2007-11-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

What a day when i just came back home, expecting something at least normal as usual, somehow when i am away, a lot of things had happened and i am very tired of things happening around. =.=

2007-11-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today is an enjoyable day. I spent the day with wx watching movie, "Game Plan" at Cinelesisure. It was a movie about when an 8 yr old daughter ran away to find her daddy, The rock. The daddy is a famous rugby player and was named as the King and his motto is " never say die". The plot of the story is touching and yet it also contains the laughing elements. Haha. I also saw another movie preview today named "Enchanted" when the fairy tale princess, prince charming and the evil witch came into modern new york.

Tomorrow will be the day when i set off for mawai trip in Malaysia. After some googling, i won't expect myself to be in a comfortable environment, just hope that it won't be too bad. This trip will last fro 4days 3 nights and looking at the itinerary it will be quite fun. It will be my first time looking at fireflies. Haha! I am going to miss the things here and also wx... Just hope the trip would be not so tough yet fun and enriching.

My Adel has another new look again. This time round, she is a nurse and my maple, xiaozivziv has finally become a fire, poison mage. Well, at a stage like this, she is still very noob. Haha!

XXOOXX"It is only life and love that gives love and life"XXOOXX
Cya and have fun! Wish me Bon voyage too!

another day

2007-11-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

Another day

It's another day passing by.... or already has past, since it is after 12am. Today was one of my most boring Saturday. The day started with helping my cousins to burn some music disc which one one of them includes Bach. I have tried to find Bach Cd for a long time but couldn't... So, i just rip the CD music into my computer.

I have also been playing the PSP game, Roco Loco for the past few days, thanks to Ian, and i finally completed all the stages today. The last stage was pretty scary, even my brother got a fright from the sudden movement. I still remember that i used half an hour to complete one stage because i had difficulty jumping on the flowers. There are altogether 5 or 6 different locos but my favourite is still the one that we initially started with - the yellow one.

Recently, i have been back to maple and the last update was i am level 29 le after for so long... Haha... I am training so slowly. I am cashless for i am not rich ( i won't mind people sending me gifts) and if anyone out there has a quited account from aquila and you have no use of the items and meso, you could kindly donate to me. I will be most happy to receive it. Haha.

If i am not mapling, then i will be in facebook, doing all sorts of things. I guess to most of yo facebook is something which one is familiar with especially the applications inside such asu, superpoke, poker, fluff friends and so on. Then for today, my friend and i had a small tiff over one of the applications, but everything was solved now. I really hope that our friendship will not sour over that.

The newest application of facebook that i added is " make a baby". One can either adopt one, create one or create one together with someone. I created one myself and named it Adel. Adel means noble and kind and i drew a picture of her out of boredom but her eyes and hands are like.... haha... That's all for the day... Nights! Sweet dreams to all! =^.^=

2007-11-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

It's finally the mid day of the week and tomorrow is Deevapali Holidays. For the past week, it should be named the CCA week. After 3 days cooping inside the PS room doing editing from 11 - 5, the PAC video is finally done. Well, the main contents are edited and the transitions are added nicely. Just that i am still not happy with the opening sequence, it is still not short and not sweet enough. Haha. It's just so tiring at times, staring over the computers, trying to put 3 different angles together into 1 video. Sianz sianz sianz... Haiz....
Wishing all people having a good and great holiday!

2007-11-01T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! With everything done, it's really holidays!!!
*Sobs* With freedom comes boredom !! (quoted from Josh)
The 2 sides of holidays.
Haizzz.... Doing chemistry now... So so bored.... If there's anyone out there, please help me solve this question.
Why is the ionic nature of MgCl2 is greater than AlCl3 which in turn is greater than of SiCl4???
Why why why????!!!!

halloween cum OP

2007-10-31T17:44:00.000+08:00

It's 31st Oct, Halloween and a day with a even bigger event, OP!!!!
The morning started off with some praying as it was my granny's death date also. With a little of breakfast cum lunch, I then went to school. It was until this morning that we know what time we should be in school. haha!
After registration, we proceeded the to correct classroom and we're the first group to present. together with us was Cheryl's group as well as Lynette's group. On the whole, PW is finally done.. Though we're one of the best groups in our class, but compared to the groups there, we are not that outstanding.
LAstly, happy Halloween! I want lots of treats!!!

2007-10-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a long long day because time is inching away, like snails crawling. The day started with PW and we were supposed to meet at 1230 but reach between 1230-1300 at PS Mac. I reached at 1240 and i am still quite early hence i shop around and when i saw the next soul, Joanne, it was slightly past 1. Then rishi was late, and both Ryan and Yahui met with some unforeseen circumstances and were late as well. When we finally settled down, we realized that we did not have a laptop and so we rehearsed our skit 3 time only and that was the end of it. Haha!

After that i went to the ICA building at Lavender to make my new passport. The electronic sign stated approximately 90 minutes before i could apply for my passport. And so i waited and waited and waited... from 1515 to 1745!!!! It was 2 and a half hours, 150 minutes. I feel so cheated by the sign... Haiz... Probably it failed its maths. Thank god, Wx came along to find me and we watched Korean Drama- Zhu Meng( the picture there). A pretty nice drama. If not for him, i think I'll die of boredom or probably just fell asleep. That was so sweet of him just to accompany me for 2 hours and he still got a sore back later as ICA chairs are not ergonomics.Thank you so much!

2007-10-29T15:42:00.000+08:00

Insights to Josh's Blog

Haha! It's just after Mother Tongue exam. Today's paper has been a rather easy one, at least it is easier than prelim. YEAH!! Left PW to be done.

Recently josh's entry on his blog has received a lot of comments, be it good or bad, from a lot different and unrelated people. What he wrote was people who failed promos don deserve a second chance and blah blah blah as they waste the school's resources. Well, there are 2 sides that you can look upon it.

There are indeed people who just think that there are free lunches in the world. However, when the results came back, it is a total different case. Then, it is their fault. One reaps what one sows. They never cherished the chance that they were given and there is not always a second chance. What's gone will be gone.

However, there are people out there who slog their hearts out for promos but the results they received are not as promising. Perhaps, these people have seen the question wrongly or perhaps they really need a different method of learning. In his post, Josh speaks on a harsher tone. I think that there are people out there who really deserves a second chance. As long as they do help themselves and we're able to give a helping hand so why not give them your support?

People says, "the truth hurts" and it is really true. What is idealistic may not be realistic. In our lives, there are just ups and downs and in that " down" times, things just opposed one's wishes. In this cold and unfeeling world, people just looks upon us based on our results gotten to a large extent. Results are feedbacks on what we've learn and achieved in that one whole year. With the feedback gotten, one will then strives to improve themselves. If nothing is done, then the feedback will be wasted. There will always be winners as well s losers. In order not to be a loser, we have to continue reflect on ourselves and improve to be a better one.

2007-10-26T20:42:00.001+08:00

It's Friday!!! It somehow marks the end of a week. This few days has been busy with OP, and stuck in class listening to other groups' OP and learning from them as well. Today after PW, we went to play soccer in the field under the blue cloudless sky and the merciless sun with sometime breeze blowing through. It has been a long time since i last exercised and i really missed the adrenaline rush, with the wind blowing against your face when running freely across the field. Though soccer is fun, i still find it amusing as why 22 guys like to run after a ball. Perhaps the game started because they're too poor to afford a ball each. Haha!
Next week is A level Chinese and OP as well. Got to put in some effort in them. Haha. That's all for the day!

2007-10-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

Last day

2007-10-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

Last day, last day, last day!!!!!

~Yay!!! Today is the last day of officially school curriculum timetable. Hence there is a closing ceremony. Like other any events in a catholic school, there will be prayers and hymns. As usual, Bro Paul gives very very long speech but some parts of his speech are being recycled from the J2 graduation ceremony. Haha!!!

~Yay!!! Another Yay because the montage did have response from the audience. Though compared to our seniors' montage, it is not of high quality, it is not as bad as i thought. All the time that was spent in school, of which 2 days we left school at 10pm and for 3 days we have fast food for dinner. Thanks to Rachael and her lappy and also Mr lee who always haiz.... Haha! One more montage done. There's 2 or 3 more on the way to be done. It will get quite busy.

~Yay!!! Again because the school moderated. Thus most of my subject jump a grade. It is said that add 4 marks to H2 while 2 marks to H1. Hence the final results is:
Chinese ( most proud of) : A
Maths (need more practice) : B
Currents affairs ( due to some cooperation): B
Biology ( need to get the answering technique): C
Chemistry ( need to do tys laioz) : C
Economics ( muz read qns more properly): C
GP ( thank god!): D

Last day of school was HT lesson. Then we wrote warm fuzzy ( a message that each one writes for that particular person). I realize that mine has a lot of chem rep contents. Haha!Then for now, i realise that hearts is a very nice card game to play with. So challenging especially when you gave out that queen spades ( 13 pts!!!). Recently, i begin to like fighting games that can go on killing spree. Probably, i am turning more violence le. Haha. Beware!